Love is strange, it's only when we parted ways that I started feeling heavy in my chest. Those days I was with her seemed so few, that I wished we had more. I totally miss her all over again, and she just like always crying a lot. We are so into each other with future plans together.
But for now we have to part to prepare for our battle ahead. I promised her we will be together again. That she should wait for me, as I am not going anywhere far from her. She understands and buries her pains deep in her heart. I know she in pain but what do we do?!. We still need to figure out how we are going to live our lives without our parents.
In the meantime, we communicate to keep one another in check and assured. I want to marry her, live with her, start a family with her, die along with her. She is beautiful, so beautiful in the inside. And damn! Girl knows how to drive me crazy, hahah kinky. She is all I have for a woman right now, the same for her to me.
She takes care of me as a wife should, she gives me chills when am around her. So we plan on how to move and live together after careful thought of our life as one, can't wait for her to be by my side.This whole thing started a day I moved to their street. That day I didn't recognize her along other girls as I was not in the mood. The next day she talked with a friend of mine who knew one another.
She was simple and cheerful, I looked at her while she talk not knowing what she was talking as I had my earphone on. And I saw her smile, wow! Amazing how she sparkles with that smile. Days passed by, and we started talking like neighbors then like friends. She made the first move by asking for my contacts when she was leaving for some time. I gave her, and boom we started chatting those long nights.
Then like always, comes those awkward moments in life where you don't know what those feelings are or where they come from. I had to make a move calling her to spend time with me, and of course she was so shy. I had to insist that she sit close to me that I could feel her body. Simple as that she got used to be with me in days and we moved to the next step. I had to tickle her one day as she was cleaning their corridor one morning.
She reacted out of surprise, and stared at me like it never happened in her life before. The next day I had to pull her closed that her chest lied on mine, that she was left in shock. And I let her go as I was going in my room, her eyes were so beautiful that day. She was so vulnerable that moment, I felt that and wanted to see her more.
The next day, she wouldn't look at me in the eyes and not for long. She shied away from me, and I knew that so didn't worry and approached her again every time. I made sure she doesn't feel bad about everything I do to her, as it was my feelings for her driving me like that. I took her out one day and it rained a lot over us that we returned so wet, she said this is a blessing.
After that night, she accepted me and that it was a good signal in our life. Little by little we went on, going deep in love until today. We want to make our love true by marriage, am thankful for all we've been through.
That's our unconditional love between me and her..

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